I have always been shy, or, so I'd told myself
I have always been shy, or so I have told myself.
I'd stayed this way for a large portion of my life, abroad and at home, and been comfortable with it.
As I have been this way for a large portion of my life, I have become comfortable with this fact.
I admit; my original motive to learning was the "Coolness factor" associated with Polyglotism. So I tried and tried my what I thought was my hardest to learn German.
Originally, my motive for learning the language was the "coolness factor" associated with (bilingualism?) (unless you speak
many languages).
Nothing. Not until I came across an idea to Speak German.
(you need to talk about your experience prior to trying to speak German)
It wasn't until I decided to try
speaking the language that I began to understand.
I don't exactly see the connection between your shyness and German. I can see where you're trying to go, but you don't describe it well.