'a pinch, blend of that'; EDUCATION AT THE ART INSTITUTE vs ATTAINING MY GOAL

(I WROTE THE PERFECT ESSAY AND MY COMPUTER CRASHED AND MY ESSAY COULD NOT BE RESTORED, AND NOW I HAVE WRITERS BLOCK OR SOMETHING BECAUSE I CAN'T SEEM TO PRODUCE AN ESSAY LIKE THE ONE I TYPED BEFORE)

I recall as a child in elementary school, my fifth grade teacher asked the class " what do you want to be when you grow up?" Back then I said I wanted to be a pediatrician, not actually paying attention to what my true calling was. As I reflect(look) back now over the years I had my share in creation of diverse dishes "a pinch of this" along with "a blend of that" however I never perceived at it is being my career choice in the future. I just viewed at it as making great food. As a child I loved to build and construct objects around the house. ( I acquired a desire for arranging and constructing materials around the house). As I grew older arranging and constructing turned into designing and coordinating the completion of a layout,

I'm so sorry that happened to you! Unfortunately, this newer attempt is a disorganized jumble of sentences, and it it not good as an opening paragraph. It is not your fault, though! When you write something that is inspired, you expend your creative energy on it, and then you have to wait until it is restored.

Rest assured, though, that when inspiration strikes next, the draft you create will be even better than the original. That is how it always happens.

Yeah, losing an essay you've worked really hard on is a horrible experience, especially if you were pleased with the way it had turned out. If the application deadline isn't too close, I'd suggest you take a day or two off from the essay, then try writing it again when you're feeling a bit more refreshed.