Oh man! That thread got out of control. Thanks a lot, you just cost me an hour of my life, because I curiously skimmed through that again.
You added some perspective to our crazy bantering, writing...
"We seek the light and Satva, also interpreted as truth, is the way. Though it isn't itself consciousness -- that being us."Did you know your arguments were very close to vedanta philosophy on creation?
Yes, everything I say is stuff that comes from the wisdom traditions of India and the various forms they have taken. That's the stuff that rings true with me, and if I had more discipline I would be a better student.
you in the West pride yourself as totally free, and therefore your personality only develops as a consequence of your actions.
Yep, and that egoism makes it really tough for us to cope with the idea of death.
the existence of 'the larger cause' of this play we are unwittingly a part of, has to be accepted
Well... if we are all the same being, there needs to be no larger cause (i.e. no need for a god-concept). If we are one consciousness that continues to exist (i.e. eternally) then we will experience all possibilities in time. That means you are everybody!
If that is the nature of reality -- one consciousness existing over and over, feeling a sense of connectedness with other life forms (i.e. biophelia) but not knowing why -- it all seems to ring true to me. I have empathy for you, because I am you. And when the mystic says we are "all one consciousness," it may be true in a really simple way. I don't remember my dreams, don't remember past lives, don't remember being you, but... this amnesia keeps everything new.
Anyway, did I miss your point?